well guess what babe, love hurts! 
you're just a scared little boy. 
You can hear it in my voice, read it on my face ;
I'm drowning in memories of the things I can' t replace 
words can be so confusing. 
why do i wait for you? 
I must admit, I saw it coming. The air between us had gotten harder yet to breathe.
I'd run away if I could help it, but I can't remember to forget your face.
You're as beautiful as ever, yet I’m starting to resent your smile.
Because it's killing me to say this, but I’m dying inside to leave.
It's a place we've never been, and it's a waste to keep it in.
It means little to you, but it means the world to me. 
i'm loosing it. 
why is it that i can never seem to do anything right? 
I cannot pretend that I felt any regret,
cause each broken heart will eventually mend.
As the blood runs red down the needle and thread,
someday you will be loved. 
we've only got forever and forever is fine. 
"I am coming to terms with the fact that loving someone
requires a leap of faith, and that a soft landing is never guaranteed."
- Sarah Dessen
you know what? i'm confused. because i hate you. at least i think i do. i always say i regret everything with you. but there is something, i don't know what, that keeps me there. i can't fully let go. i want to talk to you even if its pointless 5 second conversation. i wish i could just spill everything out but i'm afraid of what will happen. | 
